Saying Goodbye to Neverland and Michael Jackson
By Jonathan Haeber
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I wanted to make this post, not simply to jump on the bandwagon of the media outpouring for Michael Jackson. I’m not here to judge his life or talk about his finances, or his troubled past, or the allegations, or even Bubbles. I’m writing this simply to tell a story. It’s a story that I didn’t really have the inclination to say before. Now that Michael’s “Ranch” no longer exists, and — rides dismantled — it simply stands as a bank-owned shadow of its former self, I wanted say a few things about my experience at Neverland, and the truth behind how I was able to get in.
In many ways, I feel this is sort of a confession. I never saw Neverland as an interesting place. At first, I didn’t understood its potential to tell a photographic story. As someone who finds significance in historic architecture, I neither saw Neverland as significant, nor historic. All of that changed.
In December of 2007, I was on my way down to Ventura for the Holidays. I had taken multiple trips down the 101 before. Each trip, I made it a point to stop at a roadside abandonment to photograph at night. As it invariably is every December, just prior to Christmas, the radios are filled with the repetitious yuletide jingles of yore. Usually, the six-hour drive is bearable if I switch from one station to the next – between commercials. This particular drive down, I grew weary of the music. I’m not exactly sure why Michael came to mind. Part of it probably had to do with the silence and the habit of mine to imagine music in my head in such moments. It’s also possible that I passed the off-ramp for Los Olivos and thought of the place, only to think of it more and more. Whatever it was, the idea of then-abandoned Neverland began to roll around in my mind. The radio was off, and I began mentally turning over rocks in the process. What did Neverland mean about Michael? Then the big one loomed: Why couldn’t Neverland be “historic” in my mind?
I must admit, I suffer from the myopic view, like most historians — amateur or otherwise — that history must always be equated with old. That’s why Graceland was “history” to me, but Neverland never would be — at least not until it was gone. Hours passed, and the desire to see the inside of Neverland grew stronger. I had essentially exhausted all other photographic possibilities down the 101, and I knew this opportunity wouldn’t last long. Then, a day before I began the drive back up to San Francisco, I exited a theater to find what seemed like snow falling on me. I immediately realized they were large flakes of ash from a fire nearby. The sky was dark and orange. It was an eerie, foreboding signal, or at least that’s what I made it out to be. I needed to photograph Neverland, or else — and I had a strong feeling — it would all go to ashes without proper documentation.
Once it was decided, there was no convincing me otherwise. Still, I thought more than once of giving it up altogether and to continue driving North. I tried to convince myself that I had trespassed many times before at other locations — but the implications had never really bothered me until I considered walking into Michael’s private park. As I write this, I still try to justify my actions by thinking how much Michael truly wanted to share his world. It was a genuine wish of his for everyone to understand things the way he did. And the world largely didn’t understand what he was trying to communicate with Neverland, so he abandoned it.
People have asked me over the past year what it felt like to be in Neverland at night, alone. I didn’t want to say anything except that it was the most surreal and incredible experience of my life. Others asked me how I felt about Michael, after seeing Neverland, but I couldn’t completely answer that. I was withholding judgement. Maybe, like all battle-bruised humans, I had the sneaking suspicion that all of my best feelings about the man would be shattered when another allegation would arise. But it never happened, just as I suspected, because everything I saw at the Ranch indicated to me that he was an innocent man.
The night I drove up to the front gates, the security guard was there, sitting in a well-lit pillbox on the side of the road. Neverland itself is up the road about 400 yards from the front gate. It happened to be a dark night. In fact, there was a new moon, and the sky was clear of any clouds. Out in Los Olivos, the stars shone brightly, and there was little light pollution in the atmosphere. I was sure to maintain my speed as I passed the guard, and I drove up the road to small parking area east of the park. The walk to Neverland was about a half-mile through rolling hills in pitch black conditions. I carried a GPS, set to its dimmest level, and continued on a straight click, towards the North end of the park.
I came upon a back road that seemed to have been a utility road for the animal caretakers. By then, all of the animals were gone, save a few dogs in the old aviary. Bursting out from the branches of valley oak, I found myself in a miniature city. I had emerged right at the petting zoo. From there, my adventure began.
Strangely enough, the moment I entered, a howling wind spread across the valley. Trees cracked their massive arms and fell; I could hear the Ferris Wheel creaking; the rope drawbridge waved wild and unpredictable. When I walked up to the deserted bumper car tent, the wind had become so strong, that it was tearing the red, canvas roof. It’s fortunate that the wind also allowed me to roam freely around the park without a single bark from the nearby dogs.
In the midst of all of this wind, the only static elements of Neverland were the frozen, bronze faces of the myriad statues that dotted the grounds. The children’s smiles almost seemed sad, in the context; and other than the occasional jolt of fear that hit me when I encountered a new frozen figure (thinking it was a real person), these statues were the subjects that I found my camera most drawn to. The rides themselves could have been found on any county fair in any state in the country. But it was the psyche of Michael Jackson that drew my curiosity. The statues were a conduit; they were my artifacts to catalog before the time of their eventual liquidation arrived.
I took two more trips to Neverland, each time with close friends. In all, I captured hundreds of photographs of the park. Many of these photographs, I will never publish. Each trip became progressively more bittersweet. I don’t really have any regrets about doing what I did, but if there is one thing I wish I had done at Neverland, it would have been to ride down the Super Slide; I think MJ would have liked that, and I’m sure the friends with me on my final trip would have turned it into a photo shoot.
Despite how kitschy it all seemed; despite the controversy; and the fact that I could only see Neverland from one perspective (that of night), the times I spent at Neverland are among the most memorable moments of my life. Neverland allowed me to escape the cynical, xenophobic world of a country mired in war, terrorism, and daily reports of suicide bombers. They may have been only a few nights of escapism, at best, but they allowed me to put myself in the shoes of Michael — moon walking my own way among the soon-to-end dreamscape of a truly magnanimous soul. May you rest in peace, Michael; your dream will live on.
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June 27th, 2009 at 11:08 pm
[...] Editor’s Note: The post below as originally published in March of 2008. Since the tragic events last week, I have felt compelled to write a follow-up. View the farewell post, which contains previously unreleased photos of Neverland Ranch, here. [...]
June 28th, 2009 at 7:49 am
Touching and well written. Like you, I don’t judge Michael based on what the media presented him to be. Having grown up with his music and his hey-day, his passing also takes a part of me with him. I feel a bit older now, but the show must go on and I’m sure Michael is moonwalking his way around somewhere.
June 28th, 2009 at 10:39 am
This completely breaks my heart.
June 28th, 2009 at 12:22 pm
It is great that you have been able to capture a bit of this magic. Images of Neverland seem to be scarce. It looks like a magical surreal place. Wish I could have seen it, especially the way you have. It’s a shame it doesn’t exist anymore.
A sad ironic situation. The place Michael Jackson created for him and others to feel happiness and joy. Trying to escape from everyday problems. He wanted to share this dream world. This leaded to new problems and may have contributed to his early death.
When I look at your pictures I think I can feel a sparkle of the dream that was already abandoned by it’s creator.
June 28th, 2009 at 1:16 pm
Very touching story and photos… Thank you for sharing!
We all miss this him sooo much!!!
Michael we love u & know that you had the most innocent soul and your heart got broken by betrayal of those that you wanted to do good.
May you be rewarded for everything that you have done to us and the world!
Thanxxxx, B.
June 28th, 2009 at 2:35 pm
Incredible!!
June 28th, 2009 at 3:21 pm
Hauntingly beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
June 28th, 2009 at 7:16 pm
Wonderful post – truly beautiful photos. I wish you’d share more someday. What an honor to have toured this place. None of us can know what happened but I do believe Michael was very much misunderstood and that he is probably innocent of the charges against him. I may be wrong but it isn’t for me to judge. I think this place is a testimony to the love he had for all children and would love to see it opened and fully functioning again some day. I believe he would like that as well. Thank you for sharing these special photos. Did you happen to get any of his residence?
June 28th, 2009 at 7:25 pm
This is truly an amazing story! It breaks my heart, but it brings me joy that you were able to capture the magic that Michael loved. I feel his guardian angel drove you there that night to provide you with the opportunity to share Michael’s passion with us..Thank you for sharing this magnificent and touching story with us!!!!!I love you Michael and RIP..
June 29th, 2009 at 4:17 am
In your post you say that you have many more pics that you wont publish out of respect for MJ. I am curious WHAT these pics could be of?? The pics you have are fantastic, and allow people to see something that the majority of the world never saw, and its possibly the ONLY photo documentation of Neverland. I guess I have to wonder WHY you took pics that you wont post out of respect. Why take the pictures at all????
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June 29th, 2009 at 9:02 am
I’m completely heartbroken that Michael is gone. What a beautiful, beautiful soul he had. So many people mistook him for some kind of freak because the world is so cold to believe that because you love children, automatically makes you out to be a child molester. God knows the truth about Michael and I truly believe that God calls us home when he knows that you need protection from evil. I watched his videos all weekend and two that stuck out in my mind were “Earth Song” and “Man in the Mirror”…both beautiful and showed Micheal’s heart and how he truly cared about what is important in this life..our planet, our animals and our humanity. If you notice, Michael was in neither of these videos…just his love and care for people and nature. So unselfish in his actions, so loving in his words. He is now in a place and with Someone who loves and appreciates his special soul and gift. Rest in Peach sweet Michael. I wish and hope that you can see and hear that there were people in this life that loved you – for you, understood who you were and knew the truth, believed in your soul and were amazed at your gift and how you shared it with us. I feel sorry for those who did not and would not see. We have lost your gift forever here in earth but have your legacy to hold us until we will see you again. Much love to you brother, Lori
June 29th, 2009 at 9:47 am
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June 29th, 2009 at 11:50 am
Your photo essay was beautiful and haunting. I always felt in my heart that Michael Jackson was someone who had a pure and childlike heart, who only wanted to be himself. I hope that his children and his family find solace in knowing he was a gifted person.
Your wonderful photos of Neverland are simply magick.
All the best,
fyre
June 29th, 2009 at 12:12 pm
Very interesting and insightful article. Many thanks for publishing those images.
I belive that in the right hands Neverland could be turned into a very fitting public tribute for MJ. The right bidder could turn it into a museum/complex for the public to document the life and work on MJ and would proove very popular in my opinion. The profits from running the park as a public attraction could go to pay off his existing debts and whilst the park maintains its state of attraction and beauty as a tribute to him.
June 29th, 2009 at 1:37 pm
WELL done its well worth your efforts
the pictures are great and well taken and at night we all know its very hard to take good pics / your well writtern notes and comments are great and touching. thank you … As i am many many miles away …
June 29th, 2009 at 1:46 pm
Thanks so much for posting these pictures. What an amazing experience that must’ve been to shoot such an iconic and rarely photographed place. It really shows you how much Michael loved children and all the happiness he must’ve brought to the thousands of children, especially the very sick ones, by letting them enjoy this wonderful park for free. It’s terrible how he was taken advantage of and exploited throughout his life. His death devastated me as I know it did to millions of other. At least he is finally at peace now and like I heard someone say: Can you imagine what concerts in heaven must be like? It gives you something to look forward to. RIP Michael.
June 29th, 2009 at 3:13 pm
To Mark Chadwicks post. Maybe someone or a collection of someone’s would consider reopening Neverland and the profits could be donated to charitable organizations and medical facilities for all children that are in need.
These pictures were a delight to see to most that have never seen. Thank you for sharing.
Life is funny, being the same age as Michael Jackson one tends to feel a closeness because you grew up in the same era and although you are not related you still feel a sense of loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to his family.
June 29th, 2009 at 3:15 pm
its so sad to hear that the king of pop is gone!! also i hope who ever buys “Neverland” is someone who wont talk bad about him. just celebrate a genuis.
June 29th, 2009 at 4:11 pm
Thank you so much for sharing these candid moments. As I view the photographs of the magical world Michael created for himself and the children he SO loved, I’m moved to tears. Humanity has made it impossible for a grown man to love children without accusation. Michael loved too much. In the way that people were meant to love one another first and foremost. His adoration of and dedication to children is visible in the “kingdom” behind those gates. What a wonderful, caring man. What a tremendous loss to the world. Thank you, again, for sharing. My heart aches!
June 29th, 2009 at 5:36 pm
We would like to send our deepest regrets out too the whole Jackson family, Michael will be miss by
everyone, he will live in our hearts forever.
Rest In Peace-Michael Jackson 1958-2009
June 29th, 2009 at 8:03 pm
Thank you for sharing your wonderful pictures and your story. What I would have given to have had the oppurtunity to do what you did. Photography is such a passion of mine, and what you captured was truly amazing. Thank you. What an incomplete and unimaginable end to such an amazing person. A piece of me died with him on June 25. God Bless him and I hope now he can be at peace and know how much we all loved him. My prayers are with his family.
June 29th, 2009 at 10:21 pm
You all up there have said exactly what I have been thinking all along…How wonderful your photo’s are and I for one am glad that they are around.
June 30th, 2009 at 7:12 am
These are heartbreaking and haunting images, exquisitely beautiful. A lovely and loving tribute to Mr. Jackson.
June 30th, 2009 at 8:05 am
I was traveling when the death news hit. I tried to show my family the pics I knew you had of Neverland but we got booted completely off the internet just as we pressed the button to see them.
The entire WWW was jammed! Those are some incredible shots, and they will become even more “historic” and even MYTHICAL as time goes on.
June 30th, 2009 at 8:40 am
Thank you. You have changed my mind about this mysterious man we knew as Michael Jackson. From the outside looking in, I was always quick to follow the media bandwagon that he was weird, perverted, and ill intentioned. In seeing your photos, I am powerfully moved and think differently. As another poster stated above, I think he was grossly misunderstood somehow. His misguided childhood led him to have some emotional damage, and with the right amount of money, he tried to recreate that childhood to be a beautiful, whimsical, and joyful place. I think he probably truly loved children, and had a young and vibrant soul. I am sorry for ever thinking otherwise of him.
June 30th, 2009 at 9:40 am
I really feel Michael was a victim of ugliness of lowest form of humanity, one he tried desperately to rally against, in his music, his words, his lifestyle. When people let themselves sink to the levels of allowing jealousy and greed to rule their motivations, Michael Jackson would be a very likely target. The more negativity that was shown toward him, the more plastic surgery he would have, and probably used drugs to escape the pain and frustration. Imagine how it must have felt to be innocent and have the public image of the dirtiest and foulest of criminals being cast upon you. He was the butt of so many jokes, and mean spirited comedy as we all jumped on the bandwagon of assuming guilt, where none was ever proven in court. It must have driven him to the darkest depths, where even death looked like a welcome reprieve. I hope the boys and their families whose greed was complicit in downing one of the purest of souls can suffer just a little bit of what they forced this poor man to suffer. When you are successful, wealthy, handsome and pure, evil people will undoubtedly try to ruin you. Man in the mirror, he tried to explain it to us, can we listen now?
June 30th, 2009 at 11:11 am
Jonathan,thank you for sharing these pictures of Neverland. I only wish I could have walked along with you and helped to capture a part of the soul of Michael Jackson. Simply because, I also find capturing history on film is important and teaches us to look beyong the big picture to the details that often go unnoticed. I have been facinated by Neverland for a long time and always wondered it was like inside …. I would have loved to just walk around and shoot shots of the world where MJ felt so safe and where so many children came to play and live freely. I don’t judge the darker side we hear about of this incredibly talented man. I just hope that as they bring him back to Neveralnd, to be viewed by those who loved him for what he gave the world and children, that neverland can inspire someone to preserve its simple love and beauty. Thank for sharing your view of Neverland with us. Maybe one day you can publish the other shots and create a living memory of a trully wonderful part of Michael Jackson’s soul. Perhaps the proceeds can go to children who need hope. God bless Micheal Jackson and may he finally find peace.
Again, thank you for sharing your work.
June 30th, 2009 at 1:46 pm
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June 30th, 2009 at 1:58 pm
Thank you so much for sharing these photos. He sang about his childhood in this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH8qlyjUDGc
Michael Jackson – Childhood
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
‘Cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart…
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities…
‘Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me…
People say I’m not okay
‘Cause I love such elementary things…
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the ChildhoodI’ve never known…
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates and adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne…
Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?
People say I’m strange that way
‘Cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I’ve never known…
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly…
Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had
Have you seen my Childhood….
June 30th, 2009 at 2:44 pm
I only wished I could had experienced NeverLand with Michael. I never had a childhood either. I spent most of my childhood at Kosiars Children Hospital in the cancer ward… I was a very sick child. I couldnt do all the other things children my age could.. My parents made me so afraid of everything as a child because I couldnt risk getting injured if really only playing with a friend. I never was allowed to ride all the rides my childhood heart desired at amusement parks. But I would had held michaels hand and rode all the rides both our child like hearts desired in NeverLand. I am 30yrs old now, and knowing the pain and humilation the human race put the pure heart of Michael through I could never have the things that my heart will always desire and want, because they are the things I never had nor was allowed to have as a child. How beautiful you are Michael, I love and adore you.. You are all and will always be everything the human race is afraid to be.. Hugsss and God Bless
June 30th, 2009 at 4:34 pm
This article really helped me to understand Michael Jackson. I wasn’t alive when he was a big musical star. All I remember of him was that the media made him out as a child molester. I recently learned those allegations were false but I still didn’t quite get the whole Neverland thing. But now, I do. He created Neverland because his childhood was stolen from him. It all makes sense now. And his music was truly great & beautiful.
Rest in Peace Michael.
You are a legend that will never die.
June 30th, 2009 at 5:07 pm
Great blog and photos….. he will be greatly missed by fans and other creative minds!!!!! May you rest in peace… God Bless you,Mike! Also, thanks for the great performance of “Smooth Criminal” at the Grammys Some Years Back…. I gave you a thumbs up, after you performed you returned it! Thx
Ken McCoy
June 30th, 2009 at 7:52 pm
I must say I enjoyed your story. It gave me a better understanding of what Michael stood for. I know his story more now in his death than I did when he was living. I grew up listening to his music. I always loved the genuine, sensitive side of him but it was lost somewhere along the way. Not lost in the sense of believing the lies people told about him but lost in time. After his passing I dind’t realize how much I would be affected by his death. A lot of my childhood memories are attached to his songs. I remember being 11 years old when the video Thriller came out and my dad preparing the popcorn and gathering the whole family to sit and watch the premiere of the video or the soundtrack to the movie “Free Willy” and how I cried hearing it on the radio yesterday. He has touched our lives in so many ways. He was Naive to the true world we live in and how people are capable of being so cruel. All he wanted was a childhood that was ripped from him. I can only pray he is looking down from above and sees all the love that the world is giving him. He will forever live in our hearts and he will never, ever be forgotten. Thanks for your story. RIP Michael Jackson.
June 30th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
The freak is dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally. It was about time,and as for its house I say it should be bulldozed.
June 30th, 2009 at 9:40 pm
From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for sharing your story and pictures (which are great). On top of providing fans with a new, amazing and so interesting look into Michael’s world, from the comments above, I can see that it also permitted some still skeptic minds to realize what a pure and kind soul he really was. And for that, again, thank you.
I hope Neverland will be restored as Michael dreamt and created it as a testimony of the great man he was and a forever tribute to his extra-ordinary life and genius.
June 30th, 2009 at 9:58 pm
I was so touched by your photos of Neverland.
The Media made him a monster, you made him an artist and a visionary.
Thank you so much for your viewpoint, it gave me a new one.
Goodbye Michael, I look forward to crossing paths with you again in the future.
J.
June 30th, 2009 at 10:23 pm
Great story. I appreciate MJ so much more now that he is gone but i always knew he was innocent. . I must admit I kind of took him for granted . The world was a better place with this guy in it, was no one like him, his inspirational writing, dancing and singing, donating millions to charity. It is a shame more people do not see this. Your photography and writing sure gave me more insight and understanding to one of the greatest showmen we will ever see. I am sure it did the same for you and many others who may have discovered this fascinating tale of yours. i appreciate the fact that people like you are out here on the world wide web providing unexpected insight to man genius Michael. This was a great job by you! Perhaps, you should be focusing more on this kind of free free lance stuff rather than covering a ridiculous war, as michael would say all wars are ridiculous!
June 30th, 2009 at 10:35 pm
Hey Jonathan,
I absolutely admire your bravery, first of all… I wouldn’t have had the balls to keep going past those bushes… but I guess once you get past those first initial steps there’s no turning back. I also strongly find your work and perspective to be very unique, it’s images like yours that make the subject more memorable than one could imagine. Don’t you just love the feeling that you are only among the very few to have been or seen what you have?
I’m curious… did you ever have the urge to continue [in]to the residence (approach it closer)? I see that you got pretty close… how much did you explore the main residence?
I think I’ve just become a big fan of your work, and most importantly enjoying your stories… as I find them very exciting (I put myself in your shoes), capturing the moment visually and mentally is a fascinating concept, e.g. the Pac Bell ‘post’… Great stuff! Looking forward to more!! Wonder if you’ve ever been approached to do something more “commercial” or “mainstream”. I can envision you having a tv show on the “Discovery Channel” or something?
P.S. Are you an MJ fan after your experience at Neverland? It seemed that your weren’t before?
Glad to have witnessed your magic!
July 1st, 2009 at 12:09 am
I thank you for sharing your story and pictures of NEVERLAND. It gives us all a rare glimps of the happiness MJ had tried so hard to create for the children who needed it the most. I grew up listening to MJ’s music, and to me the music will live on in all of us forever. I always believed in my heart that MJ was innocent of all he was accused of and nothing would ever change my mind on that. I truly hope you have finally found PEACE now MJ and there will be no more pain to you from this world that can be so cruel to people who are different from what most people expect.
My heart and prayers are with your family….Till we meet at your next concert in the sky.
You will always be remembered
July 1st, 2009 at 5:22 am
Great Pics..sort of eery to see it at nite abandoned and sad that lawyers and false accusations took the money away from him and forced him to close it down. (along with a great deal of spending). You mentioned in your first blog that you had other pics, that you did not publish because they might be considered invasion of his privacy. What were those pictures..I can’t imagine what they could be? Of the mansion itself? I would love to see them..
July 1st, 2009 at 6:35 am
your pictures say a lot!!! they move me closer to MJ. Shame shame to this world..full of hatred, full of pointing fingers, what’s wrong if someone thinks and acts differently? He is God’s creation and so the rest of us. Shame that Mj didn’t really escape to enjoy this lifetime. Those sculptures and pictures reveal his innocent acts. No one seems to care if Demi Moore collects dolls, hello, is it because she is in kabalah??? MJ is spiritual person and he carried light on humanity………
July 1st, 2009 at 8:12 am
Its hard to see all the things in their place here in these pics just to know that there is a catalog out there where they are all place in there for sale. Things are not where they once were its depressing and it breaks my heart to see what he worked so hard for to be ruined this way. But he is the one who done this right before his passing. I guess what he said was true he never wanted to have neverland any more not since 2005 it hurt him to even think of it. So sad. He will be missed by us all!!! I know he will be by me!
July 1st, 2009 at 8:50 am
I really enjoyed seeing the pictures of Neverland that you shared. It just continues to make my heart so sad for all that Michael went through. Now that he’s gone, people will still not let him rest in peace. Humans are something, aren’t they? When there is something they don’tunderstand they prefer to judge rather than to try to put themselves in that persons shoes. I hope that when he is actually laid to rest that people will remember all of the good that he did for the entire world. How many artists in our lifetime can you honestly say, affected so many, I believe, positively. I know that MJ is in heaven with God and he is being comforted…….finally!
Thank you for all that you gave us in the short time that you were with us. I will look forward to coming to your dance class in heaven……I can hardly wait! Rest in Peace.
July 1st, 2009 at 8:56 am
Wow amazing how many beautiful things to see @ this Land of make believe. I wish I would of been able to visit. It looks awesome!!!!! RIP Michael!!!!!!!!!!!
July 1st, 2009 at 9:00 am
I’m curious about your trip into Neverland. Did you see the bronze jungle-gym? The one with all the life-sized exotic animals? A friend of mine sculpted/created that here in SE PA; it was trucked out in 6 or 7 18 wheelers. It was made about 15 years ago – I have pictures of my daughters climbing all over it in various stages of completion prior to its final disassembly for shipping. I have never seen pictures of it, but I’m curious to know where it was placed.
July 1st, 2009 at 11:40 am
Beautifully written and photographed. Wish you would consider contacting an attorney to ensure your legal safety, then publishing a book based on your photos and emotional experiences and epiphanies while at Neverland. It is so difficult to reconcile this man-child we knew as a pop icon. What if this was his way of engaging in the “grooming” of innocent children we so often hear about, especially in light of the fact that Joe Jackson is a disgusting, abusive pedofile, himself? But what if, just maybe, Michael was this child-like, free-spirited, innocent soul? I want to believe the latter. And although only God, Himself, knows the truth I’d like to believe Michael was kind and good and at worst was emotionally and mentally disturbed by the reality of the torment he endured at the hands of those who abused and exploited him. I pray he can finally find some peace, love, self-acceptance and true happiness.
July 1st, 2009 at 12:05 pm
Jon,
A wonderful write-up. I’ve posted a short paragraph and a link back here on my night photography blog (http://gorillasites.blogspot.com).
Andy
July 1st, 2009 at 1:03 pm
Jon,
I was, to say the least, profoundly moved by your photographs and intriguing article. Prior to finding your post, I had only seen distant overviews of the magical place that Michael Jackson once called home. Thank you for sharing your amazing experience! For the last week, I have been heartbroken by this tragic event which has dominated the media. You have most assuredly developed a keen insight into Michael’s inner world, and for that, I envy you. Thank you for shedding light on this iconic individual who has touched so many of our lives these past few decades. It was both an honor and privilege to share this with you!
July 1st, 2009 at 1:15 pm
could you please put my posting on website. I submitted comment and thought it would be on this website.
Thanks,
Annalee R. California
July 1st, 2009 at 3:29 pm
I find it so sad that you try to do good and cold hearted people try hard to distroy it. I grew up listening to his music and I have always loved it. My favorite song of all time is You are not alone, Now I cry when I hear it. Michael lives on in each of us that truely love him and all he ever tried to do! Thank you for sharing these pictures makes me realize that my gut feeling was right, Michael Jackson was not wacko! He was a loving and affectionate person! If there were more people like MJ the World would be a better place. RIP MICHAEL!!!! The world loved him more than he could have known! I would love to see NEVERLAND turned into something to remember him by. But if that dosnt happen hoefully someone like you will write a book and share pictures with those of us who never made it there and never acctually met MJ!
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:18 am
This is the first time I seriously took a peak at neverland by surfing in the net. Now I see why he died. He was trapped in his childhood, wanting other children to enjoy what ne “never” enjoyed in his own “land,” then as events turned around, his land was taken away from him, in his attempt to go through all the mess, he needed years, and in one of his attempts to win back the world and his land, he was ready to give it all, because “this is it, the final curtain call.” He “never” gave weight to the fact that he was aging, all he wanted was to gain back what the odd world took from him, because he knew those who loved his music never abandoned him. In his plunge to win, he died, and in his death, came the truth, that those who loved him and his music never abandoned him. He was right all along, “this is it, the final curtain call” to show those who destroyed him the real way to end a great show!!!! My salutations go not only to the King of Pop, but to those to who failed to put a good man down……
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:24 am
job well done michael jackson!!!!! I will be among those who will nver forget your good heart!!!!
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:52 am
I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I ALWAYS LOVE MICHAEL JACKSON MUSIC, I THINK THAT WHOM EVER OUT THE SHOT FOR HIM SHOULD GO TO JAIL FOR LIFE WITHOUT PAROLE FOR DOING SUCH A THING TO A NICE BOY AND MAN LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON. I HATE HIS FATHER SINCE MICHAEL WAS A LITTLE BOY HE WAS HARD ON HIM AND ALL OF THE JACKSON INCLUDING THE MOTHER. HIS MOM IS A NICE LADY BUT HIS DAD IS A REAL JERK. MICHAEL JACKSON I REALLY LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH ALL OF GODS ANGELS. YOU WILL BE MISS NOT JUST NOW CAUSE YOU HAVE GONE TO HEAVEN BUT ALWAYS WE WILL MISS YOU. I WISH I COULD GO TO CALIFORNIA TO GO TO YOUR WAKE BUT I CAN’T AT THIS MOMENT, MONEY IS TIGHT LOVE ALWAYS CARLOS R
July 3rd, 2009 at 6:27 am
MJ PA – Google “Bronze jungle gym Neverland” you can see the gym in place at Neverland.
July 3rd, 2009 at 6:29 am
For those wanting to see inside the main house as it is now check out the MSNNBC site for Matt Lauer’s tour. Interesting. Sad it is empty but maybe they will return the contents someday.
July 3rd, 2009 at 9:22 am
rest in peace no more worries your my friend forever all the things said about you were wrong remember how mankind treated jesus well its not far off the same well nobody can hurt you now i grew up listening to your music i cried when i heard god the worlds lost a special man rest in peace my friend x
July 3rd, 2009 at 11:33 am
Such an eloquent display of compassion and love. You should be proud.
July 3rd, 2009 at 11:35 am
Undeniably one of the best things I have read in a week. Thank you ever so much for showing the world what we are able to see and feel in our hearts.
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:05 pm
I have always loved Michael..I grew up with his music..I would play “I’ll Be There” over and over till my little 45 turned almost white.. Now I hear that song and its a whole different meaning..I will miss you Michael..It just sucks to know that there will not be any new music coming from your soul..Now you can go and rest..No more hateful,hurtful things to deal with..Rest in Peace..And know that you were truely loved and missed..
Thank you for your site and sharing your pictures.. And giving his fans a place to say “Thank-You”…
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:52 pm
Michael thanks for your great music, i will miss it! Go to soon!!
From Holland.
July 3rd, 2009 at 3:54 pm
Michael thanks for your great music, i will miss it! Go to soon!!
We will miss you here in Holland.
July 4th, 2009 at 2:18 am
Dear Michael Jackson,
You are the real Peter Pan in our real life, you bring us lot’s of happiness, care, and Love. You will be in our hearts forever and ever. You are not alone.
Now, you can fly to every where you want to. You are always be our Peter Pan…
really miss you…
Peter Pan is our guardian…
We all miss you…
We Love you.
July 4th, 2009 at 2:19 am
I want to send 1000pcs of wishing paper crane to Neverland to Michael Jackson?
all my wishes and regards, folded by myself.
But I don?t know the address and location.
PLEASE?! if you could help or can provide me the address of Neverland.
PLEASE HELP!
rinnyrinny87@hotmail.com
Many thanks..!most appreciated
July 4th, 2009 at 5:07 am
Thanks so much for sharing these fine photographs. I often wondered if Neverland was documented in photos for anyone to see. The recent photos on TMZ show a empty lifeless place, you photos show what once was and one can almost relive the energy that once existed there.
You said you have hundreds of more photos. It would be wonderful to share your entire collection with this curious world.
July 4th, 2009 at 11:50 am
A very well written and heart felt article!! I just returned at 2:00am this morning from Neverland Ranch because I needed to feel Michael’s presence and to be with people that are feeling the same pain I am. I thought maybe I could get closure to the pain that has been present since hearing the unbelievable news of his passing, but what I found when I got there was life, life in the people that surrounded me. I met people from all around the world, people that Michael touched with his life and his music. Michael was alive in us!!! Having been there I could see why he loved his home, even though there were throngs of people from all over the world; it is plain to me why Michael loved it so much. There is a sense of peace and tranquility that is immediately felt. I’m am very thankful for all your pictures that you took because I would not otherwise known what Michael’s Neverland looked like passed the gates. It is true that all the pictures being shown by the media are those of empty barren rooms and grounds that are in disrepair, but even though it’s empty now there was peace, love, joy, and happiness once before. Michael needed some place he could call his home away from all his fans, and he found that in Neverland. I only hope that one day Michaels Neverland can once again come alive to the millions that loved him so much. Thanks so much Michael for giving up your childhood to make so many happy, you are and will always be apart of my childhood! Thanks for your wonderful pictures!!
July 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
MY HEART GOES OUT TO THE JACKSON FAMILY HE WAS GREAT GUY AND HE LOVED HIS MUSIC RIP MICHEAL GONE BUT NEVER WILL BE FORGOTTEN…!
July 5th, 2009 at 2:55 pm
I have always understood what Michael was trying to do by opening up his Neverland Ranch. I never understood why it wass so hard for people to comprehend. When you saw the sparkle in his eyes, the kindness the childlike wonderment, it was obvious that this was to him, the answer to every child’s dream. This is what all his money, all his success had afforded him. He loved children just because he never was able to be one. He didn’t want any child, sick or otherwise, to miss out on the wonderment of just being a child. Michael Jackson was born to do this. The genuius of his music, his dance, his entertaining was only the catalyst that made it all possible. In my heart I believe that Michael could care less about being rich, bling bling. But God gave him all these gifts, that he excelled far beyond imagination in, as assurance that he could financially support what he was put on this earth to do, put smiles on children’s faces and make them, if only for a little while, believe that dreams do come true. It will be a shame if The Neverland Ranch is destroyed. His dreams and all that he worked for would be destroyed with it. Why can’t it be preserved like Graceland? Truth be told, he has enough fans who could pull it off if it were really that important to them. Millions of fans? It could be done. $25 each annually. Count it up.
July 5th, 2009 at 3:16 pm
i think that now we are definitive in a new era, where internet is showing that most of Journalist are just poor people that are not able to do their work, so we read the truth in internet in many websites and than we listen fake stories in news…
Goobye Michael
ur friend
July 5th, 2009 at 3:16 pm
I think I’m gonna write a book for myself. I have so many feelings bottled up inside of me about the rise and fall, the persecution of Michael Jackson, that the only way to release them would be to write them down. And I could be writing for days. Father oh Father, why have thou forsaken me. The words Jesus spoke. I believe they could also have been the sentiments of Michael Jackson in the trials of his lifetime.
July 5th, 2009 at 9:40 pm
You must be confused because your picture of the front gates at Neverland is false. I live in the area and the front gates at Neverland look nothing like the picture you are sharing.
July 5th, 2009 at 10:07 pm
Toni, there are two layers of gates at Neverland. You’re probably referring to the first set of gates.
July 5th, 2009 at 11:24 pm
Jonathan, comments like #35 should not be posted.
Isn’t this supposed to be a tribute?
For the record, I do not believe any of the ‘filth’ they said about MJ, he was an angel here on earth!
OK, so he did some stupid things in his life like holding his baby over the railings that time,
if I had a dollar for every time I did a stupid thing or made a bad decision, I’d have a small fortune.
You will be truly missed Michael, I wish that my husband and I had been given the chance to meet you.
He always say’s that if we were very rich, we would have our own island with only a select few of people allowed to live on it, you would have been one of those people …..
be at peace now ….
July 6th, 2009 at 1:29 am
You can see some clips of Neverland in these videos that Michael Jackson himself narrated.
Michael Jackson Private Home movies. Watch Michael Jackson at the age 43 years declare himself the Michael Jordan of water balloon fights.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvYJHn0n_XM
PS. Did anyone know that he had Lupus? I don’t know how he managed to do all those concerts.
July 6th, 2009 at 5:25 am
To the author – Thank you for sharing your pictures and your candid thoughts and feelings about your experience.
As for MJ…truer words were never said for you than, it’s lonely at the top. You were at once a legend, an icon and yes also an oddity… sometimes it appears by design and more often is appears as an outgrowth of a never common, never usual life. Your music and dance moves were inspirational and ground-breaking on so many levels. I’d like to believe that tragically and also at the same time somewhat magically you were always a child… and as such did no harm to anyone but, unfortunately, yourself. I am sorry and sad that we could not have learned more about you and your life in life as we are in your death. I think that had more people known more things would have been different. You are missed, but will not be forgotten. May you be in peace.
July 6th, 2009 at 6:07 am
I’m so glad I found a place that we all can relate our sentiments about MJ and of course to thank you for the article and pictures. If there is anyway of deleting post #35, please do so. We don’t need such hateful remarks on a much wonderful and appreciated site.
July 6th, 2009 at 6:56 am
I was born on August 29th five years before Michael. I grew up about 15 miles from the Jackson’s home in Gary, Indiana. Growing up with the Jackson 5’s music and the story of Joe Jackson’s abusive ways of trying to live his own dead dream through exploitation and abuse of his own children. I have not one doubt in my mind that Michael was totally innocent of any accusations of molesting any children and apparently the jury felt the same way. So WHY won’t people believe it isn’t true? And why do they continue to torture this man? A victim himself of child abuse. Why don’t the tabloids go after his creep of a father? My heart has bled for Michael while he was alive, and now it’s broken. I’ll never hear anymore of his creative music, never see him dance again, never see him give from his tortured heart to those less fortunate than him. For this I am very, very sad. I can take solice in knowing that his soul is now at peace and that he had the last say through his legal will by leaving “Joseph” completely out in the cold.Bravo Michael! My concerns now lie with the children. Yes, Kathryn should have custody, but my concern is Joseph lurking around the home, being bitter at being left out of the will and doing harm to these innocent children. Kathryn can only protect them as she did her own children from Joseph’s wrath. And we’re all witness to those end results.
I ran across this site while searching for the history of “Sycamore Valley Ranch” now known as Neverland. Who owned the property prior to Michael? Who built that beautiful home? In other words, who else other than Michael Jackson, wanted and needed the peaceful, private, astonishing property? Your photos and story are marvelous! A tour that most would now pay big bucks for since Michaels passing. But you captured it before Neverland was stripped of Michael’s gloved hand. And you captured it beautifully. Thank you for this. And please, please share the rest of your photos. Let them tell the rest of the story of Neverland and of Michael’s quest to have a childhood that he was robbed of by Joseph Jackson.
Rest in Peace Michael. Nobody can hurt you anymore.
July 6th, 2009 at 3:08 pm
just adding,
you can’t smile at a kid, can’t even ruffle their hair now without being labelled …….
The ‘true’ criminals have tainted innocent actions for the rest of us!
I’m not a peadophile BTW, I’m a mom with a grown up family!
July 7th, 2009 at 3:49 am
Mandy Jones you are right on the mark. Thank you for sharing such kind words on our Legendary Michael Jackson, I have read so many disqusting remarks on Michael since his passing. Reading your words gave me comfort and joy knowing that there are people in the world such as yourself who really understood and respected Michael Jackson. I couldnt have said it better. I would like to thank Katherine,the siblings as well as children of Michael for sharing your loved one with us for over 40 years. Im going to miss Michael tremendously but I also know that he is in a better place, so get your rest Michael, all of your fans will see you again.
July 7th, 2009 at 4:02 am
[...] those fans who would like a more in-depth view of Neverland, you can read an AMAZING article and see some INCREDIBLE pictures taken by a photographer named Jonathan Haeber…. TMZ also posted some great pics of the interior of Michael’s actual home which was [...]
July 7th, 2009 at 5:57 am
Rest in peace Michael, may God bless your soul.
July 7th, 2009 at 6:39 am
I think they should rent out Neverland Ranch to photographers. As a wedding photographer myself, I’d LOVE to do engagement sessions there!!
July 7th, 2009 at 8:10 am
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL MUSIC YOU LEFT BEHIND MICHAEL,,, YOU WILL BE MISSED!!!!! MAY YOU FINALLY BE A PEACE…. GOOD BYE MICHAEL.
July 7th, 2009 at 6:06 pm
Thank you, Michael, for all you have given during your stay on earth planet.
Thank you for your music of love and peace, and for sharing so generously
what you have. May your continuing journey through the universe be wondrous
and peaceful. Know you are loved for all days, and will not be forgotten.
July 7th, 2009 at 9:28 pm
Jacko was a FREEK – He wont be missed in this neck of the woods – They should BURN THIS FREEK SHOW TO THE GROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
July 8th, 2009 at 1:37 am
Michael is a great person who never grew up because of his father’s abusive. He had never enjoy his childhood because of the father’s bad treatment towards him and the brothers. You will be missed so much and no one will replace you in our hearts. King of Pop is really not big enough to remember you. Those accusations about Michael – not even interest me, coz I know he is innocent, it wasn’t even proven that he did it. They only want his money…………….. Thank you for sharing us all those musics and the your magic dance. We love you and we’ll be missed FOREVER.
July 8th, 2009 at 4:17 am
What a beautiful and uplifting story, but also very sad… I hope that oneday Neverland will again come back to life. Its a very sad day for the whole world.. We’ll miss you Michael..
July 8th, 2009 at 7:24 am
message for tiffany cdride:
the man died and was just burried so can u at least have sum respest for him
there is no use in showing disrespect for this genius now because his true fans will stick with him and not listen 2 a word that idiots like you say
July 8th, 2009 at 8:12 am
I’ll miss you Michael – the world will miss you.
July 8th, 2009 at 8:51 am
Jestem polką.
Muzyka Jacksona była ze mną od zawsze…..
I już na zawsze pozostanie.
Bardzo za Tobą tęsknię, ja i cały świat…
Kochamy Cię.
July 8th, 2009 at 12:31 pm
Michael, Your vision is priceless.
I will love you forever.
July 8th, 2009 at 12:53 pm
Does anyone have pictures of Neverland with Michael????
July 8th, 2009 at 5:24 pm
Can anyone tell me about all characters in Michael Jackson’s Neverland ? i saw Chesire cat but i thought he from Alice in Wonderland
i’m from VietNam ! thanks !
July 8th, 2009 at 7:11 pm
Thank you for sharing these photos and insights as well. As i am viewing the pictures of Neverland, tears run down on my face thinking why such kind and loving person was humiliated. His childhood was robbed from him which leads him to build this paradise for the children to enjoy their moment as he did not. He just wanted the children to be HAPPY as how his song says. What a wonderful soul who only wanted happiness around him but was just destroyed by enviousness?by people who envied of his fame and fortune. I love you Michael Jackson and your memory will remain always. Your brilliant mind and loving heart will surely HEAL THE WORLD and make us one despite of troubles and we will proudly shout out loud that WE ARE THE WORLD for you are encuraging us to make our own world. I know that more beautiful things are in your mind to help the helpless and the misfortune but you GONE TOO SOON. Remember Michael, YOU ARE NOT ALONE! We love you, your goodness, your humbleness, your kindness and your MUSIC will live on
July 9th, 2009 at 8:17 am
I hate that the Beautiful Neverland is now the Barren Never-Ever-land. So Sad.
July 9th, 2009 at 8:19 am
Tiffany Cdride is crazy. Don’t believe a word she says. Millions loved Michael, and I’m one of ‘em
July 9th, 2009 at 8:30 am
If there is any way to delete #35 and #85, please do so.
July 9th, 2009 at 11:56 am
how can I get my point across about turning neverland into a hospital for children surviving cancer? How can we just have the property be donated to a children’s hospital in the area or somewhere for children suffering from a incurable or just a disease that has stricten them. I would like to know who can I send my thoughts to before it is sold or turned into a museum. Why did someone not think of this before I did. I think that Michael would want the land to be for the children suffering from an illness. To be at a place of happiness. I hope you are able to pass my words on. Thank you.
July 9th, 2009 at 12:01 pm
if i could have met him, that would have been a wish of mine. And to knw that he lived with being like Jesus while others put him down. I would like to have said he did not need to change his looks for others. I would have liked him before. It is not about how you look. It is about who you are inside. He showed us his beautiful soul by his music and generosity. I did not need him to be Mr. GOOD LOOKING to do so. He was GOOD LOOKING to me, through his ways. People, especially his father was so blind and to point out the UGLY. I never saw anything ugly about Michael. I wish someone would have told him that. I only wish I could have met him. He would have made me feel beautiful.
July 9th, 2009 at 7:55 pm
These photos and essays are haunting. You have preserved what most of us could only have imagined. Someone’s dreams of happiness were lying in decay. Your essay reminds us of the passage of time, a harbinger of what lies ahead for all of us . Michael Jackson’s dream of a happy place for young people turned into a nightmare as his intentions were misinterpreted and he was abandoned. Just like Michael had to abandon Neverland, most of the public abandoned him as well, as we could not see through the fog of his existence. What was once the King of Pop was there no more. If anything, he was more abandoned that Elvis at the end. If we wanted to ever see him, he was elusive. Perhaps that’s why the London concerts seemed so unreal, since it would have let us marvel at how little was left of the Michael we all came to love, emulate, and then riducule.
Thank for these moments frozen in time. Your Six Flags New Orleans was also extremely impressive. DB
July 10th, 2009 at 5:07 am
Michael! Your music, your lifistyle I love so much! You`ll be there and here in my hard allways… forever…
July 10th, 2009 at 11:17 am
I can so relate to Michael’s loss of a childhood, and being required to be “responsible” before its time and how that can affect one’s adulthood. I can SO relate to the resulting being “misunderstood” and to beign raised by a tyrantical self-absorbed father of the “old school”.
I HATE that our country seems to believe every hateful “sensational” thing written about or reported about on TV, etc. before actually checking the facts.
I never believed and still do not belive that Michael was guilty of any child molesting. Sure he was guilty of bad judgments, some worse than others, aren’t we all? What if all OUR bad decisions were published on TV, online, etc. and edited so as to leave out the whole scene, story. There is not a one of us that would not “look” guilty of something!
I hope that someone will protect his most precious possessions, his children, from the “world” that haunted this man and made his life a nightmare.
I am SO glad that the guy who took these pictures, did so. I am so glad that you have put them online to be found by those who really cared to look further for information beyond the “hype and the headlines”.
THANK YOU from Michael….for I am sure you have shown us (perhaps only a glimpse) what he was trying to do/show us all along. I finally GET IT now!
July 10th, 2009 at 8:31 pm
I don?t believe that Michael Jackson is a freak. Was a understand a man, with traumas Childhood.
July 10th, 2009 at 9:24 pm
Wow I came across this site just when MJ died and I see you added more. I envy your adventure thanks for sharing it.
July 12th, 2009 at 8:14 am
How ironic that as I sit and look at the magnificient photos that you have published, a special is just beginning on Much Music, honoring the life of Michael Jackson. I am so filled with emotion right now as I cry for this wonderful human being. Never would a man of his character assault a child—NEVER. How many times have I wanted to reach out to the most untouchable man on earth. The media has killed this beautiful person and I will never watch any news media program the same again. Thank You so much for shedding a beautiful light (although in the dark) about Michael Jackson. To Michael, I say this: You are loved so very much and I will defend your life until the day I die. Rest in peace and know that only God could love children as much as you did. What you have done for millions of children with your money and status will always remain a part of who you are. To your many fans, your love for us , your children and the children of the world is what we will remember first. After that, we will mourn for you with tears and sadness for what this hateful world has done to you.
July 12th, 2009 at 10:07 am
Looking at these wonderful pictures without Michael being there breaks my heart…
He was an angel. He made countless donation for the people in need but kept them secret. He was wonderful soul with heart full of love…
I love you Michael…
July 12th, 2009 at 2:02 pm
Still dispirited by his death, this story lights up my day. It’s difficult to find words and you approached my feelings. I feel blessed to live in an era that knew michael jackson, but sad that this era also contains so much incomprehension. Wish i had met him in life, hope to meet him after or in my dreams.
July 12th, 2009 at 2:51 pm
Mandy i totally agree, beautifull words. Excuse me for my bad english, i’m from The Netherlands. Hope the pain in my heart for Michael, will eventually pass a little. R.I.P. and love you more X
July 12th, 2009 at 6:24 pm
what a beautyful place just by seeing your beautyfull pictures makes me feel happy but in a way sad
thank you for sharing these beautyfull pictures i can now see why he loved thet range
you could see that he was a nice person who had a great heart he will be sadly missed
July 13th, 2009 at 7:08 pm
Thank you for the wonderful pics. I find myself heartbroken and virtually speechless! RIP M.J.
July 13th, 2009 at 9:26 pm
My prayers have been answered. I wanted to see Neverland as it was before it was torn down. I looked at all of his belongings in the April 2009 auction books, photos from the media of inside the estate and saving the BEST for last…your photos. I have cried, smiled and had heartache. Thank you for this beautiful vision into his world. Without you and your friends photos …I would have never seen this beautiful heavenly place. God Bless you all. Listen to the Michael Jackson song childhood. In an interview he said if you want to really know me and who I am listen to my song from the heart, not what the media says about me. Michael Jackson accomplished so much in his life. I have spent days researching all of his accomplishments and lifestyle. Don’t judge someone until you know them, educate yourself. Besides, who are we to judge anyone? Love and be loved.
July 13th, 2009 at 9:30 pm
Words cannot express what you captured in these photos. Beautiful and haunting. After everything that Michael went through, I can understand why he never wanted to go back to Neverland. Anyone who has ever had someone come into your home(without permission), gone through your things and left a mess (as I have been a victim of), you feel violated and it is akin to rape. I feel so bad for Michael. His spirit was so kind and he will never be forgotten. God rest his soul.
#35 & #85: Trolls, no heart and NO ONE will remember you!
July 15th, 2009 at 2:50 am
Pls. delete #35 and #85. They are not supposed to be posted.
They have no right to say those things about Michael Jackson.
Thank you for showing those Neverland photos. They were great and the article, too.
We will miss Michael.
July 17th, 2009 at 12:48 am
Beautifully done. One of Michael’s angels was near you those nights. Thanks so much for sharing this. Tonight is a crescent moon. I think of Michael perched above just watching over his precious neverland, one untainted and his alone. After all isn’t heaven whatever we imagine it to be? Rest in peace sweet Michael!
July 17th, 2009 at 6:00 pm
As a fan heading to Neverland this weekend, please publish more pictures … it might be the only time we get to see this phenomonal place
July 18th, 2009 at 5:05 pm
I am very happy that you shared your pictures with all of us. They are pictures of Neverland that we can only imagine about how it looked inside. Michael was a loving and caring man and because he was robbed of his childhood he wanted to be able to share Neverland with those he invited. As I am viewing all the pictures I can just see Michael with his face all aglow watching them enjoying themselves, what a joy it was for him. He loved to care for all those that were less unfortunate, making sure they had what they needed. I know that Michael never wanted to return to Neverland because of all the lies that were spread about him. I pray that his family will take this into consideration and not allow that to be his final resting place. He did everything to make us happy, now it’s his turn to be happy. Michael is going to be very missed, but not forgotten by all those that truly truly, loved him. I thank God that He can forgive us from all that is unpleasing to Him in our lives!THANK YOU MICHAEL FOR SHARING YOUR LIFE WITH US AND FOR BEING THE GREATEST ENTERTAINER OF ALL TIME!!!!
And for those casting all their judgment on Michael, Let those that have no sin cast the first stone. I bet you can’t, because then you would be calling God a liar! We ALL fall short!!!!!
And for those comments left by #85 learn how to spell FREAK and #35 You reap what You sow!
July 19th, 2009 at 9:53 am
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful pictures!!!
I want to cry everytime i look at them! All Michael wanted to do was
share with other children what he never had the wonderment and magical
part of childhood. Michael may you rest in peace and thank you for sharing
your heart and soul, i hope in heaven and with god you can truly see all
the lives you changed and all the good you gave to others.
July 20th, 2009 at 11:38 pm
As I looked through the photos, I couldn’t help crying. Tears pouring down my face and memories from a time taken from me, from all of us. I was extremely fortunate to have met Michael and through arrangements, able to visit Neverland for the entire day(sadly couldn’t take any photos). What a magical place. I, and all the others, forgot any troubles we may have had (if only for this particular day). To see the rides and ride them, hear the music, watch Ghost in the theater. I felt so bad for eating his food and wanted to pay for it. Rode the train. Went to the arcade and down to the petting zoo. Had snow cones. Simply amazing that this wonderful human being allowed groups of people come into his home, his property and enjoy themselves. Such a caring, giving many. I know in my heart it is not humanly possible for this man to have ever even considered harming a child in any way what-so-ever. He was beautiful, beyond imagination. Have any of you noticed that he never became angry? He was put down, smashed into the ground by the media and those who chose to lie for money – yet… he remained quiet. He went through the motions and I honestly believe the last trial in Santa Maria during 2005 broke him completely.
Sadly, our world of today has become so engulfed with violence, computers, electronics, etc. that most forget to look around that all has been given to us by God. Michael always looked around. He knew our world was being destroyed and wrote a song. He knew there was famine and he created a cause/charity to combat. Humanitarian awards, time and again. So much good was brought to our world through Michael Jackson. I truly feel that he has brought more peace to our world than any given president during his/her term EVER. If you truly think about it, I believe you would agree.
Being a hospital for children is a nice thought, however, this WAS Michael’s home and it should be restored back to the way it was before Sneddon broke him and it should be shared with those that loved him and yes, even those who did not whereas they can see what a beautiful and pure child-like man he was and be ashamed of the crucifying they did to him. God forgive them as I know Michael has already done so by simply walking away. “There’s nothing left to do but walk away!”
I too grew up listening to his music and dreaming of one day meeting him. How great is God that He allowed this to occur? Once I met him there was no doubt at all that this man was MY HEART and forever he will be MY HEART. Until we meet again my love, never can say goodbye !!! God will take very, very good care of you.
July 24th, 2009 at 5:01 am
he said he will always be peterpan in his heart…..i truly miss michael jackson, he loved kids the most helped them you will never find an artist with a hart like michaels,hes music will live forever………..goodbye legend!!
July 25th, 2009 at 12:38 pm
Wow, beautiful and haunting pictures followed by some of the craziest most whacked comments one could imagine. I mean really folks, putting the disputed molestation charges aside, we are talking about a middle-aged man who, by all accounts, spent hundreds of nights sleeping with little boys behind a locked, peephole equipped door, guarded by an early-warning system that would sound an alarm should an unexpected visitor wander down the hall approaching his bedroom. Sorry, that’s just plain wrong.
How can anyone defend such a lifestyle? Are you all nuts? Or is it just that we humans are hardwired to worship something, and in this more secular time, dysfunctional, decadent and drugged out celebrities have become the new Apollo and Aphrodite?
July 27th, 2009 at 6:37 am
I can only imagine what it felt like to enter such a beautiful,and sad place all in one.The laughter it once shared is now gaged .I too liked Michael Jackson from a young age.I feel he was tortued by the press and his wealthyness and love for children became an oppurtunity for sick minded people to take advantage of.It’s too bad that Neverland wasn’t taken over and placed in Michael’s memory for what it had to be intended for in the first place……..God bless you Michael,may you finally have peace and your innocence.
July 31st, 2009 at 5:12 pm
Absolutely Beautiful Thank-you. That’s a trip I would have loved. I wouldn’t want to see it any other way than the way you saw it. At night, alone. Beautiful. I used to live in Gary, Indiana. I simply adore Michael Jackson. He is missed.
August 1st, 2009 at 7:48 pm
What can I say that no one above me hasn’t already said? You have created here a memorial that trumps all others. This is a ghost playground that sums up the collective losses of our pied piper and our childhoods and hits us in the aching blue cores of our quiet moments. The scenery is deeply winsome and beautiful at the same time. You’ve managed to make me see what I’ve been feeling.
August 5th, 2009 at 5:11 am
speachless
August 7th, 2009 at 8:31 pm
I stumbled on your blog and was mesmerized by all the pictures. I was always curious of what’s inside Neverland. It’s fascinating and magical. I grew up listening to his music and I still do. The guy had a pure, innocent heart like a child. And Neverland was a way of sharing it to the children that he loved. I love you Michael and may you rest in peace. I’m sure you are moon walking with the angels in heaven. Your dream lives on!
August 8th, 2009 at 12:09 pm
Truely beautiful tribute. Had me in tears. Thank you for sharing Neverland through your eyes. What a sad ending to all of it. I’m thankful Michael found joy with his children for the short time he had them. We all know a Angel up in heaven now – I hope he knows how much he was loved and admired.
May be rest in peace.
August 11th, 2009 at 3:27 am
What a magical place! Gone but never forgotten, MJ rest in peace.
P.S. Diane Dimond the evil vindictive so called journalist, must be shot i feel! Peace out!
August 15th, 2009 at 10:27 pm
Excellent pics. Thank you for sharing. I agree with the poster who said you should find legal counsel and see about publishing these in a collection. I’d certainly buy one. The only part I still don’t understand is how you were able to get past the guard. From what I’ve seen online, the front wooden gates at the Neverland property stay closed. Were they open and he just didn’t see you? That’s the only part of the blog that I find a little confusing. Thanks again for sharing these incredible pics.
August 31st, 2009 at 7:17 am
Thank-You for sharing these beautifully haunting photos of Michael Jackson’s Neverland Ranch. I felt your feelings as I read your poignant posts and thoughts. There is no doubt in my mind that Neverland should be put back together and turned into Michael Jackson’s Memorial complete with the animals, train, artifacts, costumes he wore etc. If people visited Neverland as he had it they would feel his presence and his energy and compassion which is his legacy. I can’t help but think back to a very early song of MJ’s recorded with the Jacksons in 1980 – “Can You Feel It” Here are the LYRICS: I am pretty sure you can download this and hundreds of other MJ tunes at http://mjmedia.pl/vote.php or go to http://www.mjtunes.com/index.php
Composers & Lyricists: Michael Jackson and Jackie Jackson)
CAN YOU FEEL IT LYRICS:
If you look around
The whole world is coming together now
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Feel it in the air, the wind is taking it everywhere
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
All the colors of the world should be
Lovin’ each other wholeheartedly
Yes, it’s all right
Take my message to your brother and tell him twice
Spread the word and try to teach the man
Who’s hating his brother, when hate won’t do
When we’re all the same, ’cause the blood inside me is inside you
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Sing out loud
Because we want to make a crowd
Touch a hand and sing a sound so pure, salvation rings
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
All the children of the world should be
Loving each other wholeheartedly
Yes, it’s all right
Take my message to your brother and tell him twice
Take the news to the marching men,
Who are killing their brothers, when death won’t do
‘Cause we’re all the same
Yes, the blood inside me is inside of you
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
Every breath you take
Is someone’s death in another place
Every healthy smile
Is hunger and strife to another child
But the stars do shine
In promising salvation, is near this time
Can you feel it now
So sisters and brothers
Show we know how
Now tell me
Can you feel it, can you feel it, can you feel it?
August 31st, 2009 at 9:31 am
MJ rest in peace. I love you. You were so good person in this world. When i heard what happened I was crying and crying for two weeks.And now when i see this pictures it’s only evidence that you were so good person with big heart. Nobody is like you.
August 31st, 2009 at 9:05 pm
Exciting news! Did you hear? They’re auctioning off a rare Michael Jackson glove, worn in the 1984 Victory Tour!! Here’s the official page: http://www.profilesinhistory.com/new/index.php?option=com_jackson
September 3rd, 2009 at 10:29 am
This is amazing! I wish I could have visited Neverland! When u went, u snuck in???! Was Michael Jackson still alive when u snuck in and took these pictures, or did u take them after he died??! u r so lucky to get to go there!!
September 4th, 2009 at 3:33 pm
Michael…”I can’t stop…lovin’ you..
Thank you for this small picturebook of Neverland’s aftermath. Neverland was a beautiful place where one could be free to play, sing, dance, and have fun! The media is so uptight until they do not know the meaning of love, nor do they care to. All they want to do is report hatred,division, doom and gloom. I find it extremely sad when someone like Michael who rose out of poverty using his God given talents and gifts to make the world a better place, is persecuted and lied on for the “monitarial gain” of the monster of greed. The media created lies of molestation NEVER happened because had Tom Sneddon and his team had an inkling of evidence..Michael would have been thrown “under” the jail. THEY HAD NOTHING ON MICHAEL BOTH TIMES BECAUSE IT NEVER HAPPENED. Our planet and world is doomed. We are plagued with mutiple wars, a failing economy, disease, famines, hatred between the races and nations. Michael was a visionary with the ability to see at least 20 years into the future. He said our planet was in trouble 20 years ago.
September 4th, 2009 at 3:51 pm
RealityCheck..YOU NEED A REAL “REALITY CHECK.” You are obviously a “non-critical thinking, jumping on the bandwagon, non-reading, media-tabloid dependent BUFOON. Michael did not sleep in the bed with just boys nor did he sleep in the bed with ANY of them. He CLEARLY SAID” He slept on the floor in a sleeping bag and gave his bed to the children.” THE CHILDREN DID NOT RUN AWAY FROM HOME. Their parnt’s knew where they were AND that they were sleeping over Michael’s house. WHY IS IT THAT NO ONE QUESTIONED THOSE “RESPONIBLE” PARENTS IN 1993 or 2003? ARE THEY NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR KNOWING THEIR CHILDREN’S WHEREABOUTS AT ALL TIMES?? HOW IS IT THAT MANY CHILDREN STAYED OVER and 200 people (30 of them children) and all said that Micahel did not touch them and they had good clean fun at Neverland? Michael was advised by his advisors to “settle out of court” He did not want to but it was said that this was best. It turns out to be the worst advice he ever received. The 20 k was paid by his insurance an not his pockets.
September 11th, 2009 at 2:43 am
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September 11th, 2009 at 11:04 am
i love you for writing this…thank you. words cannot describe what losing michael from this earth has done to me, as it obviously has so many others. it’s most heartbreaking to know that this wonderful place he created to simply bring joy, fun and happiness to childrens’ hearts is the very thing that broke his heart the most, due to evil, greedy people. sometimes it seems that most of the world had so easily jumped on the bandwagon of believing he was guilty, and honestly, it was hard not to ‘wonder’ because i find it unimaginable that someone has so much ugliness and greed to be able to make up such things…but then this is the land of greed, and there are awful, horrible things people do every single day simply for the love of money. but it means so much to me when speak up for him, when they see the truth that cannot be denied, that Michael Jackson was the most loving, gentle, kindest, innocent, caring soul who gave the world all that he could and never stopped, despite all of the hatred thrown at him. he is my truest inspiration, actually he is the only person who has ever inspired me, truly. he is my highest high.
September 13th, 2009 at 12:55 am
Can’t Believe That MJ Is Gone FOREVER….I Could Not Even Visit My Idol Ever
My Dream Has Been Shattered……
September 14th, 2009 at 9:42 pm
That was Beautiful..Its how michael would want to be remembered, hes watching over you from the 2nd star on the right from peter pan. If only everyone had respect for him, maybe he would still be alive today… Love you Michael, the 1 and ONLY King Of Pop!
September 28th, 2009 at 6:18 pm
Thank you so much for sharing your story and these extraordinary photos. I came across this post quite by chance today, and was left in tears by the time I reached the bottom. The last three months have been among the most difficult of my life – I never would have expected to feel this way; to grieve so deeply. Despite having been a fan, advocate, and defending of Michael Jackson for many years, I simply did not realize the profound impact he had on my life and so many others until he was gone.
Again, thank you for sharing this. It means so much.
September 29th, 2009 at 8:37 am
Your photos are beautiful and your words are touching. These photos are some of the best depictions of Michael and his home that I have seen. You’ve managed to capture something of his essence here, the beauty and wonder that he brought to us. Thank you.
September 29th, 2009 at 9:48 am
Thank you for sharing your beautiful words and pictures. I find it really telling that, even in this conditon, Neverland was able to bring you happiness and peace. I hope Michael has finally found happiness and peace as well.
September 30th, 2009 at 7:59 am
Thanks for sharing all of these wonderful pictures, we must keep neverland. We should reopen neverland. We need that for Micheal the man that we love respect that love all the children in the world. If you listing please find away to reopen Neverland.
October 28th, 2009 at 8:05 am
Jonathan, I don’t which is more touching — your beautiful images or the sensitive way you described your experience of prowling Neverland’s grounds under a new moon. I have seen these photos before, but never bothered to read your story until now. You seem to have been compelled there by serendipity, and grace led you to capture the magic of Michael’s home now suspended in time. Although it has reverted back to its former name — Sycamore Valley Ranch — this place will forever be remembered as the happy land where Michael Jackson lived, played, and created fantastical music. Like Sleeping Beauty awaiting her prince’s kiss, or Tinker Bell listening for children clapping “I believe”, Neverland seems to be in slumber, waiting for magic to happen there again. There are many who hope and keep faith in that possibility. Inspired by Michael’s own mission and love for children, we have founded Neverland Hope Fund, and look forward to the day when the sound of children’s laughter will once more ring out through this beautiful valley. Your images too have reminded us that wonder exists and must be celebrated. Thank you for your work.
October 30th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
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November 6th, 2009 at 9:05 am
Thank you for the pure, unadulterated magic. I felt chills and almost felt like crying. AND, THANK YOU FOR THE BEAUTIFUL PICTURES!
November 7th, 2009 at 1:33 am
This is a tribute for Michael and Kenny and children!!!
Michael, you joined God some time ago.
Your heritage is Great and Unequalled. God gave you to us and suddenly summoned you to Himself. That was a shock for all of us, which lasts till now.
Your friend Kenny will show to the whole world how hard you worked to come back to us. Unfortunately, fate was cruel.
We, your fans, will never forget your Genius that you shared with us for 44 years.
Cruel fate took you away from your children that you loved so much and from your mother, which is a grandmother to them but can never replace THE DAD YOU WERE.
44 years of your work as a singer, songwriter, choreographer, arranger, scriptwriter and dancer will certainly not go to waste.
Thank you Michael for having been with us.
Millions of children around the world and charity organizations lost the great Mentor who gave them financial and spiritual support. Watching your messages moves us to tears.
Michael, you were hurt in the cruelest way by evil people who accused you of molesting children, although you lived for these children and they were the driving force of your actions and your creative work. Your serious illnesses and related troubles were also a heavy cross to bear, as people made up rumors and incredible stories about you.
But you survived it all.
You were killed by someone who should take special care of you – besides, he is not the only one with hands stained with your blood and tears of your children, mother and millions of fans around the world!!!
Michael, rest in peace and may your Genius and Soul sound all the time. The world is cruel and you experienced that human cruelty – for your heart.
You were their victim.
Now you are Free and you can still take care of your children and those children who die of hunger all over the world, asking God for mercy to all of them.
I love you Michael and Kenny Ortega and I send my condolences to all who cannot put up with this senseless death.
”THIS IS IT” Michael ”THIS IS IT ”!
Goodbye
Ania A.O & Greg F.
PS.
Kenny, I come from Gda?sk, Poland. Michael was with me all my life (48 years).
You were lucky to meet Michael on your way.
Here we are waiting for your movie, too. Good luck!
Greetings from Gda?sk.
November 7th, 2009 at 6:09 pm
The X Factor Finalists to release charity single in
aid of Great Ormond Street Hospital
This year’s 12 X Factor finalists will release a charity single this November to
raise vital funds for Great Ormond Street Hospital to help sick children get better.
The final 12 acts have recorded an emotive cover of the Michael Jackson
classic hit ‘You Are Not Alone’ and will perform the single for the first time on
The X Factor during the results show on Sunday 15th November in front of the
shows Judges, Simon Cowell, Dannii Minogue, Louis Walsh and Cheryl Cole.
Patients from Great Ormond Street Hospital will also be in the studio audience on
the night.
Fans will be able to pre order the single from Sunday 15th and it will be physically
on sale from Monday 16th November.-LONDON
For more information on Great Ormond Street Hospital go to http://www.gosh.org
November 7th, 2009 at 10:22 pm
Hi,
Could you please tell me how far Neverland is from San Jose? Hoe many hours driving? I will come to San Jose very soon for a few weeks and I desperately want to see Neverland; at least drive by it, see the gates, touch the door handle, see the house from afar, take some pictures..is it possible now, in Nov-Dec 2009 to stop at the gates and take a look?
I need to convince my work colleagues to drive and stop by Neverland on our way from San Jose to Los Angeles…do I stand a chance? Is Neverland in the way or at least on a decent detour? I would also like to visit Encino to see the Jackson house while visiting LA, if possible…am I dreaming too much?
Please reply as soon as possible…Thank you!
November 18th, 2009 at 10:39 pm
Hi, Thanks for sharing your thoughts and pictures. What can one say about Michael Jackson: He was a kind,loving and giving person. Loved by many and disliked by a few. He got a raw deal by the greedy, who took and took because they knew they could and gave Michael did because he was a great person.
He shared his life with the world, and he did not have to, it is because he wanted too.
He will be greatly missed. I do hope that his brothers and sisters will be as kind and generous as their Dear Brother Michael was. And when his children grow up I hope that they will do the same as their Dear Father Michael did. Be kind to children and animals. Carry on his work for charity.
“Rest in Peace” Dear Michael. I never met you but it would have been a pleasure too.
The world lost a great man!
Thank you for sharing your life with the world Michael. “God Bless”
November 18th, 2009 at 10:46 pm
Also to his family and friends I’m so sorry for your great loss. You were very blessed to have Michael in your life, it is a shame he left everyone so soon. But know he is always with you in your heart. He is with God and all the angels. And they are taking great care of him.
Take care!
November 27th, 2009 at 1:09 am
Michael Jackson I am so sorry for the pain you had to endure. I love you & always will. My daughter & myself went to the gates of Neverland one month ago. We both felt your energy. There isnt a day that I dont think about you & your beautiful children. Your energy is so powewrful & pure I know that you will keep them safe. Rest in Peace Michael.
November 27th, 2009 at 7:27 am
As an urban explorer and a Michael Jackson fan my whole life, this was a place I wanted to “explore” after he moved out. I never got out there, but I’m glad someone did. It would have been truly amazing. Thank you for sharing your story.
November 29th, 2009 at 9:21 pm
Thank you, to the author of these photos. I agree; I think Michael would smile, seeing this, and likely be delighted that you snuck into Neverland like a child, to try and save its spirit, on film.
The comments on this blog are as beautiful as the pictures, for the most part. Although it’s a shame Michael didn’t always see this kind of love and support when he needed it most, it’s amazing to see the love that was remembered or reawakened, once he was gone.
I hope he can see this, now.
I never got to see Neverland, and I now have three very young children who absolutely worship Michael. I introduced them to his music, but never told them what he was, what he meant to the world. That part, they just seemed to sense, all on their own. I just about fell out of my chair, when my oldest (7) said “He’s magic, like Peter Pan.”
The children just know. And that, I think, is the only redemption ever needed, in Michael’s case. I can still remember, as a teenager, first hearing the molestation accusations (the Chandler case), and thinking “Has the entire world gone INSANE? Of all the people who could ever hurt a child….you accuse MICHAEL?” It was absolutely surreal, and the Christ comparison was inescapable.
Michael was not God. But, every now and then, God shines through, a little more, in some people. And, invariably, the world will try and destroy those points of light. Michael, and James Barrie, were right – we grow up, and we go blind to love, to innocence.
In both molestation cases, the evidence against Michael was non-existent. Anyone with a brain, and Google, can quickly find the truth, and see that, despite the portrait painted by the media, both cases were built on lies and absolute silliness.
Or, you can, quite simply, ask a child. The grown children of Neverland, who testified for him. The countless children he helped, over the decades. His own children, so clearly healthy, happy, and well-raised. You can track down Jordan Chandler, ask him why he cut off his entire family, after being drugged and forced to accuse Michael.
Or you can ask a whole new generation of children, only now discovering his music, and message. Any child will tell you: Michael was never a monster. He is simply Love. A jaded, all-too-grown-up world just couldn’t see it.
Thank you, Michael. We still believe. Love you more.
December 1st, 2009 at 6:42 pm
What a strange and lovely account. I especially like your description of the mood of the trip, and making the decision to go — “mentally turning over rocks” — as well as your conclusion, finding yourself on the “soon-to-end dreamscape of a truly magnanimous soul.” Very moving words, and the photos back them up. I particularly like the pictures of the carousel and the sculpture outside the train station. Beautiful job.
Rest in peace, Michael.
December 9th, 2009 at 10:49 pm
What a sad story – it must have been strange and heart-breaking to visit this place in the night, when Michael was no longer there. The story of Neverland saddens me almost as much as the story if Michael himself. It was created for joy and it was a part of his soul and his dreams, and he went away, never to find a home again before he died. I suppose he should not have left, should not have let the police officers raiding it, also destroy it for ever for him.
I’m glad he’s not buried there, because it must be the lonliest place on earth at night.
December 12th, 2009 at 1:21 am
i love michael so much i am his age, thank you so much for sharing this wonder of neverland.
December 28th, 2009 at 6:49 am
don’t sell to others@@i love michael!!forever:)
neverland had given him so many memories and us too.
i am very upset if sb destroies the memories…
plz*
michael had given out time,heart and even his life on helping people and chrildren in neverland,so please don’t sell it.
December 31st, 2009 at 5:30 am
I love you Michael more than life!
January 2nd, 2010 at 1:19 am
Jonathan,
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful photos! I know you said that you weren’t going to publish all your photos, but I really hope you got some photos of the house itself. It was equally as beautiful in its heyday as well. I was fortunate enough to spend alot of time at Neverland from 2000-2004. When I look at your pictures and concentrate, I can almost hear the laughter and music from the carousel, and smell the popcorn popping. The carousel would always mesmorize my infant daughter, and if she was crying, it’d make her stop every time. I hope others will look at your pictures as open minded as you were taking them. Perhaps someday I will be ready to share my photos as well.
Selena
January 7th, 2010 at 5:29 pm
I am verhy sad for you god to becarefor you I no velibe for you michael I love you song good bye king of pop.
February 7th, 2010 at 4:32 pm
Thanks for this poignant and well-written story. It truly touched my heart.
Michael was something special, and therefore Neverland WAS..IS…WILL BE something special, too. It’s a shame, that this man had been curtailed from his home…Surely he doesn’r deserved this, nor the other mean things. The photos are really beautiful, they captured the essence of Michael’s Wonderland.
I’m hungarian and have an MJ Blog…For a good while I make translations for the Hungarian MJ fans…This story will be my next “sweetheart”…Definitely…Thanks for sharing this, and sorry for the grammatical mistakes…Thereupon I’m not that good from English.
February 24th, 2010 at 5:46 am
Thank you so much for posting these hauntingly beautiful pictures of what meant so much to Michael and his children. Beside being a place that he could escape to, Neverland was home to Michael, Prince, Paris, and Blanket. I still think about Michael Jackson all the time, and I still cannot believe it. It’s such a sad reality of all the events that took place. Michael did not deserve to be treated like that. Looking back, I am so ashamed. I wish that I could have called Michael my friend. May he finally be at peace, something that he was denied here for so long.